Skeptic

Skeptic

You have no idea of the failure i'm willing to stand

tolerance for pain built over time with you

 

But you were passive aggressive and a fool

if you thought that after that

I would continue to want to be with you

how badly you fucked up

 

No i won't let you lay me down on your floor

Im not your intimacy anymore

Don't you dare look for me because i'm sure

That i don't want to know you anymore

 

Bloodshot eyes from tears disguised  I cried for you

Resilience polished by your tough love

 

but you you were

tasteless

faithless

and poor

in your attempt to support

Vexed

perplexed

I choked

as your words hit the floor

 

Don't you dare look for me because i'm sure

That i don't want to know you anymore

 

Skeptic's words

rancid disease

your foul beliefs

won't contaminate me

had I listened I’d be docile

Thank you for the final push to leave you it was long overdue

Skeptic skeptic in my bed with his vial thoughts creeping in my bed

I tried, tried to work through all the pain and disbelief you put me through but you were just lonely and you wanted your thoughts to control me.

 

No i won't let you lay me down on your floor

Im not your intimacy anymore

Don't you dare look for me because i'm sure

That I don't want to know you anymore

~Jasmine Virginia