Autonomy's Conquest

AUTONOMY'S CONQUEST

Passive submission and I'm paralyzed by a hijacking of my brain

with no one but self to blame

illusion clear, it's strength I fear

lullaby lies and I'm going insane

With this fierce imagination


How faithfully I'm a servant to you

subject to your pitiful rule

In this Fortress of fear I call Fortitude here

Conquer conquer


Now here you come just as I think that I am starting to win your game

obliteration of my faith in

myself my dear fallicy's I hear

Projecting lies and I see you guise

Yet still all I do is oblige



How faithfully I'm a servant to you

subject to your and your pitiful rule

In this Fortress of fear I call Fortitude here

Conquer conquer



You take me to walk around my fears in the night in the night

it's dark and it's cold with these souls and I fear that i might

become one of these though i want to transend to the light

your leading me by the stench of your words and they bite



my hopes of becoming something other than this frozen fright

with every step that I take I feel your knuckles squeezing tight

with every breath I take you restrict me finding light

with every thought that I think you do your best to ignite



Doubt within self and the need to feel pain

Pain within self and the need to feel shame

Shame within self and the need to place blame

blame within self and this mind fucked chess game



You take me to walk around my fears in the night in the night

it's dark and it's cold with these souls and i fear that i might

become one of these though i want to tranced to light

I'm Looking for truth external to what i know is right



Open Heart

Concentrate - Meditatie

She said

The choice is in your perception

Balance mind in focused time

Breathe breathe breathe

Balance mind in focused time



Self assured i will not be your fool

Im a subject of me and by Free Will I Rule

In this fortress of Will i call fortitude here

conquer conquer



Read fear to find truth

Awaken to what defines you

Autonomous is what you are

Dependant fear leads you into the dark



Rise up

Rise up

Rise up

Rise up

Rise up

Rise up





~ Jasmine Virginia