Autonomy's Conquest
AUTONOMY'S CONQUEST
Passive submission and I'm paralyzed by a hijacking of my brain
with no one but self to blame
illusion clear, it's strength I fear
lullaby lies and I'm going insane
With this fierce imagination
How faithfully I'm a servant to you
subject to your pitiful rule
In this Fortress of fear I call Fortitude here
Conquer conquer
Now here you come just as I think that I am starting to win your game
obliteration of my faith in
myself my dear fallicy's I hear
Projecting lies and I see you guise
Yet still all I do is oblige
How faithfully I'm a servant to you
subject to your and your pitiful rule
In this Fortress of fear I call Fortitude here
Conquer conquer
You take me to walk around my fears in the night in the night
it's dark and it's cold with these souls and I fear that i might
become one of these though i want to transend to the light
your leading me by the stench of your words and they bite
my hopes of becoming something other than this frozen fright
with every step that I take I feel your knuckles squeezing tight
with every breath I take you restrict me finding light
with every thought that I think you do your best to ignite
Doubt within self and the need to feel pain
Pain within self and the need to feel shame
Shame within self and the need to place blame
blame within self and this mind fucked chess game
You take me to walk around my fears in the night in the night
it's dark and it's cold with these souls and i fear that i might
become one of these though i want to tranced to light
I'm Looking for truth external to what i know is right
Open Heart
Concentrate - Meditatie
She said
The choice is in your perception
Balance mind in focused time
Breathe breathe breathe
Balance mind in focused time
Self assured i will not be your fool
Im a subject of me and by Free Will I Rule
In this fortress of Will i call fortitude here
conquer conquer
Read fear to find truth
Awaken to what defines you
Autonomous is what you are
Dependant fear leads you into the dark
Rise up
Rise up
Rise up
Rise up
Rise up
Rise up
~ Jasmine Virginia