Nothing to Say

Nothing to Say

Perception plays perpetual games

And in this moment

Differences look the same

A paradox inside my head

A ruby cube of what was said

Faces change

Emotions stay the same.

 

Synaptic chains

Shake my thoughts

Leaving me to untangle

These dendritic knots

Half the mind I want to be

Looking for anything to set me free

 

Devils advocate whispers clear

While my angel wings disappear

And I end up taking everything with nothing to say

So I run, run far away.

 

Primordial, habitual

Game of hunter and prey

With this girl who looks just like me

But is everything I never wanted to be

Ambiguities seem to be my certainties

And I’ve compromised myself this time

Stop rewind stop rewind stop

 

Devils advocate whispers clear

While my angel wings disappear

And I end up taking everything with nothing to say

So I run, run far away.

 

Fornication of the mind

With logic left somewhere behind

Break free…from who you think you want to be.

~Jasmine 2007